and because i can't be honest with my parents, i had to last night. there was a party that i wanted to go to after work. i was supposed to get off at 11:30 or so, and my curfew is 12:00, so i told her that i was going to spend the night with one of my friends.
my plan was to pick up some alcohol that day and drink until i passed out somewhere. but i couldn't find the person that was supposed to pick it up for me.
so anyway, i got there and was one of the only sober persons there (aside from daniel and a few of my other friends). and it sucked. it just felt like i was waiting for it to get over with.
by 3:00 or so, daniel was leaving, so i felt i should do the same. i went to denny's for a while, then i went to my school to sleep in their parking lot. after about a half hour, i couldn't sleep. so i got up and drove around some. i looked for more places to sleep, but i still couldn't. the next thing i remember was it being 5:30, the sun was rising, and i was in donut bank drinking a mountain dew and watching muted cnn. finally, i went out to my car and parked down the street.
i put the seat down and finally fell asleep. i woke up two hours later because it was so hot. so turned the car on to roll down the windows (i have power windows) and i went back to sleep.
then i woke up after another two hours. i decided just to go home and tell my mom that the kid had to go to church. my house was overcrowded as it is, because her boyfriend's son was over, and my sister was asleep in my bed.
so i slept on the floor, in a very limited space.
finally, when she got up (about 10:00 or 11:00, i'm guessing), i got on my bed, fell asleep, and woke up at 3:45.
i am never going to a party again.